Wednesday, December 3, 2008

A Revelation

I am starting the slow descent into the world of hermits. I've recently noticed that I don't really go anywhere or do anything with other people... I tend to walk by myself or stay somewhere secluded. I talk even less than I used to, and I just zone out when I am around people, because I don't pay attention to their conversations. They don't talk to me, I don't talk to them.

It would be good if I were productive in some fashion or pondered the meaning of life, but instead I stare blankly at a computer screen all day.

I'm starting to live life inside my head more than in real life. I'm daydreaming and brooding and muttering dark thoughts and generally depressing myself.

I need to do something. I need to clear my brain. I need to see the world.

Well, it's only 3:15 pm and I don't have any homework, so I think I will just grab a bus and explore the city like I haven't in the past four months.

Maybe my trusty map and unfailing sense of disorientation will bring me to an epiphany? Only time will tell.

Time to clear my brain.

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